how you see through.

Life is all about big picture. We tend to see every detail, piece by piece without noticing the big picture. That's why I learned for the past few days. Big picture.

Perhaps I've been living in a denial world, scarred of facing the truth. the whole truth about such things in life. It's time to face all the odds, than running away from it.

Solitude.

For the past few days I'm busy doing the technical study, as of now I'm having a bit problem in finding an English teacher who could help me proof read my papers. My past time would be reading 48 Law of Powers, which i find it really reliable in terms of applying some laws in my life. One law that I'll always bear in mind is to refrain from being isolated from others.
" The more you are in contact with others, the more graceful and at ease you become. Isolation, on the other hand, engenders and awkwardness in your gestures, and leads to further isolation, as people start avoiding you."
"Solitude is dangerous to reason, without being favorable to virtue.. Remember that the solitary mortal is certainly luxurious, probably superstitious and possibly mad." -Dr. Samuel Johnson, 1709-1784

I remembered during my first semester of my junior year, I refrain from talking to anyone, i isolate myself, prolly because during that time I was totally depress.. and yeah.. after hearing some things about me that i'm unfriendly and such, it kinda stirs my paranoia. So from that one, i started to mingle with everyone, as far as i know.. cause not only solitude makes u more depress, but also makes you out of contact with regards in the society or the latest happening.